My Name Is Ingrid

I'll walk. How about you?
Take a second and picture having everything you ever wanted in the whole wide world. And don't limit yourself to only two or three things, because one's imagination is bottomless and you can dream all you want for free. What would really satisfy You, bring a smile to Your face and make You fall in love with life over and over again? Is it money? Health? A refrigerator full of beer? What makes You tick?

Well what ever it is, I must say dreams are nice to have. Just getting comfortable in a bus, looking out of the window and having those vivid colorful images passing before your very eyes. Then occasionally smiling and in a few seconds realizing that you look a bit weird giggling by yourself for no apparent reason. But those other people on the bus don't know what you are thinking, yet I'm pretty sure that if they did they would understand, as they themselves are going from buss stop to buss stop dangled in their own mind.

What joy when being drenched in your own imagination. And then when you least expect it, something makes it's way through your fragile dream castle, burning most of it and leaving you sad, hateful and mislead by your own thoughts. "That bitch next to me fucking wants the same thing as I do! Freaking screw her!" Sound familiar? Well I'm not proud to say it, but for me it does.

Why are we always making ourselves suffer by thinking that there just isn't enough good to go around? I feel sick, when thinking about how many people have lost their lives because of that stupid myth. And where do we get the right to bring someone else down just to feel better about ourselves? There is no such right, were are abusing air. And thank god for the brave troops that have stuck to their beliefs through good times and bad, giving others hope that out of no way a way can be made.

Animosity, injustice and cruelty start where hope and dreams fade. Let us not get carried away by negativity, but find a path and let ourselves go towards a positive day. I'm talking about that unconditional love for what you do and who you are. And don't ever stop just keep on walking, hoping that the path you chose is right and you arrive safely at your destination.

Oh I have a long long way to go.. but I'm excited!